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this blog is or will be just kind of a way for me to dump all my shit n as a kinda journal ig



ENTRY ONE: june 19 2023, 2:07 a.m.

I dont think there's much to say tbh, i've been stressed as fuck for the past week,
all because of school n life overrall, the good thing is that i'll go on summer break/vacation in 2 weeks,
i dont have any plans or anything so i guess i'll just stay in my house bored and thinking about how i'm wasting my teenage years.
Now to continue with my rambling n ranting abt my life i just hate how every time i sh i think that i wont do it again but as the dumbass that i am i end up relapsing
tbh i dont know why i keep on doing it,
i think its due to anxiety or something like that, once i finish exams and such i'll see if its that or not.

Also i found this big ahh teddy bear wich is also old af (it once belonged to my grandma who then gifted it to my mom n then she gifted it to me)
because hes so old he's missing some stuffing and has a couple of hole but nothing to bad,
i'll probably try to fix him this next days,
also i gotta find a good name for him.
well bye ya'll!!!!!



ENTRY TWO: july 12 2023

SOOOOOO its been a month or so since i last updated this blog but like not much has happened tbh,
im finaly on summer break n bored as fuck,
i finally fied the teddy bear i found, i reestuffed it, i fixed a couple of holes he had n put a brand new nose since the one he had was preety much gone,
also im almost finished with a song ive been working on for a couple of weeks now, tbh i cant wait to finish it cuz like i spen SOOOO much time on it(only a few weeks but anyway)
Yesterday i went to these park kinda close to my house n i met this rly nice guy that was also there, i ended up talking to him for a lil abt plants n stuff
he was looking for sprouts or seeds he could take home n already had one
we ended up talking abt a cinamon tree n tried to get some of its crust to smell n shii
As i really dont know whart else to put on these second entry i'll put a few songs that ive been listening a lot for the past few days/weeks

That's preety much it for this update i guess, idk how often i'll update this might be once or twice a month or when i feel/remember to do so,
sooooo thats alll gnight ya'llllll;3



ENTRY THREE: august 4 2023, 11:17 a. m.

OKKKK, so basicaly what has happened?? well 1st in like less than 2 weeks i'll start school again so yeh kinda sad there
2nd i had to "restart" the website as my dumbass forgot to save the password for the gmail i used so yeh, i lost that account but made this new one
and im putting everything back up on the newer accounts(my soudcloud, the website, my youtube, etc.) other than that im finishing another song that imo
is wayyyy better than the other ones, or idk i'll se when i upload it:3

also theres song that i've been just obsessed with, n itssssss

GBH by Blue Foster

Its a rly rlyy gud song def go listen to it
well thats pretty much it for today, to anyone who's reading have a super nice morning, afternoon, or night:3 bye byeeeee;3



ENTRY FOUR: january 27 2024, 10:02 p. m.

OMFG IM FKN BACK BITCHES... half a year thats wild lol, well whats new??? NOT MUCH LMAOO, but srsly not much tbh, i've made more music, and i've left this site without updates for a shit load of time, tbh idfk when i'll work in this with a propper schedchule but eh whatever, i kinda want to give it a redesign or sumthing idfk, well anyhow, rly nice to update here again:2 BAIII BAIII FOR NOW(until i remember to update again lollll)